dear you

you are in a far far away place
remember this when your mind feels jumbled and uneasy
remember that the people you normally would turn to to cry with
or laugh with or spill all of this uneasy mind with
remember they are far away and so let yourself breathe a little
you will be home soon
you can sort it out then

B
he spoke on Sunday about the topic of discussion
he said you have nothing to fear because
if you have fear about it,
you have absolutely nothing to fear
people who fear what you are fearing
can literally not do what you fear
am i making sense
i hope I am
i think you will understand. no one else will even get it thats why
this is for you

i think you are in a place you cant skype or call or message
so know
im thinking of you
and its all going to be ok
you are okay okay?
because what you want you can have you know
and so if you want something different than what you fear
you wont go there. ever. ever. ever.

promise.