Like my brother, really
With the controlled emotion of a cement wall
The bark on his face is carved purposely almost like an Amish man & was the color of the ocean
deep and gray like a gloomy day
The kind of day my friend likes
Where it is gray on gray on gray and it seems it would never go away
But she would not like this kind of man
I would imagine him to be the sort that is a writer
Or a musician
Alone in his house
Mad with ideas and notes flying off his desk so many piles of them taped to walls and collecting on the floor like snow that he can not even finish one chapter or one line in a song
Or it could be that he is
A predator
Someone who had a skeleton of sorts hanging between a wall somewhere
but nobody knows about it except for himself and he hates himself for it
(in fact)
I can't even write about it it's so secret and everyday that he hates himself for it he
Starves himself
Lonely in his house
But there is a chance this man just lost his wife twenty years ago and desperate with love for her had chosen to stay lonely
She was a very good cook i imagine and so now without her he eats ravioli out of a can (but sometimes adds Parmesan cheese)
I'm only guessing of course
He stands behind me in the line at mejier with today's newspaper and one single yellow banana
This tells me a lot of things
1. He has more time on his hands than he wishes he had. He should join a chess club or get a dog with a small bladder so he can take her out to pee. He has so much time on his hands that he goes to the store to buy each meal, separately because he wants to fill the day or
2. He is a writer like I am and takes brief and purposeful trips out to collect characters for his book & this entire time I am sizing him up he is sizing me up in my baggy shirt and my two clumsy hands full of pizza
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